OH NOOOO. I AM SORRY THAT YOU CAN ONLY TASTE HALF OF THE GLORIOUSNESS THAT IS CHOCOLATE MILK (you know, it’s my favourite beverage). I WILL PRAY FOR A VERY, VERY QUICK RECOVERY. (and yus, it’s been too long! So I shall give you billions of squishes!)

IT WAS TERRIBLE.
IT TASTED LIKE SWEETENED MILK WITHOUT ANY CHOCOLATE AT ALL.
THE CHOCOLATE IS THE BEST PART.
It’s my favorite drink, too jkhaskjhsdf when I was little all the restaurant around here would give me free chocolate milk refills because I loved it so much.

AAH, THANK YOU. ;A;
THAT’S THE BEST THING TO DO FOR ME.

And I’m going to out-squish you and squish you an extra billion squishes. DO NOT CHALLENGE ME. B|

linwemithrandir replied to your post“Oh gosh, I caught a cold. ;A; It’s one of those colds where you can’t…”
Awwwwwww. Poor dear. *CUDDLESQUISHES* I hope you feel better soon! And I understand what it’s like to really want/need chocolate milk because chocolate milk.

MistyMistyMisty. *tacklesquish*

I’m sure I will. In the meantime I’ll just have to take it easy and keep reminding myself of that. .x.

Also, I just got a cup of chocolate milk and I can only taste half of it, Misty.
HALF A CHOCOLATE MILK TASTE IS NOT THE SAME.
WHY.

Oh gosh, I caught a cold. ;A;
It’s one of those colds where you can’t breathe through your nose but it still runs non-stop.
I am also apparently having monthly cramps on top of this.

I haven’t been sick in so long I forgot how not fun it is.

I need more chocolate milk. ;A;

Hello you beautiful human. One you get this, you must publicly say five things about yourself, then pass it on to ten of your favourite followers ^_^

I am not a beautiful human, shh. .A.

  1. I still wear my fourth Doctor outfit 90% of the places I go.
  2. When I met my older sister again for the first time in about two or three years, I promptly hugged her and lifted her clean off the floor and was so happy to see her again that she spent the rest of the meeting looking at me like I was a giant bear that had tried to eat her.
  3. I suspect I had a blood clot in my arm last year that went untreated due to lack of insurance. The result was that I found it incredibly hard to breathe for most of the year and still have some trouble with it this year.
  4. I own a Pikachu N64 complete with two Hey You, Pikachu! games.
  5. On the topic of Pokemon, I also still have the very first Butterfree I ever caught on a Pokemon Stadium 2 game. I’ve had him since I was six. (I lost my first Charizard due to my Crystal’s internal battery drying out.)

I never did send the other ones like this out to my followers. Honestly, one day I am just going to flood my entire follower list with these to make up for the backlog. .x.

I JUST BACK HOME AND THERE ARE A DOZEN THINGS I’M GOING TO DO TONIGHT BUT FIRST

FIRST

GUYS.

GUYS I WENT TO WALMART DRESSED AS THE FOURTH DOCTOR AND AN EMPLOYEE CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND SAID “NICE GOING, TOM BAKER” (or something similar to that akshjkjdh I got so excited) AND HE GAVE ME A HIGH FIVE AND KEPT WALKING AND ASKHKHDFDFS

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE RECOGNIZED WHO I WAS.

IN MY TOWN.

I GOT A HIGH FIVE.

FROM A WALMART GUY.

GUYS IT WAS A REAL ACTUAL HIGH FIVE AND HE REALLY CALLED ME TOM BAKER AND IT HAPPENED SO FAST I DIDN’T EVEN CATCH HIS FACE OR NAME TAG OR ANYTHING AND ALL I DID WAS LAUGH AND HIGH FIVE HIM BACK.

AND NOW MY MOM WON’T STOP TELLING ME THAT HE WAS ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD LOOKING AND IT IS ENDLESSLY FRUSTRATING BECAUSE I DIDN’T EVEN GET TO OFFER HIM ONE OF THE JELLY BABIES I CARRY EVERYWHERE.

GUYS I AM SO HAPPY I AM GOING TO BURST BECAUSE I HAVE WAITED SINCE CHRISTMAS FOR SOMEONE TO COME UP AND SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO ME.

I AM SO HAPPY.

SO HAPPY.

Now if I had just caught his name so I could like leave some kind of stupid note at the service counter for him and sign it as The Doctor because I would totally do that and tell him he had seen me while I was on some mission to stop the Zygons or something aaaah.

It's nice to know there are other people out there (and not just cheeky me) who have a thing for Tom baker's hands. :3

I read this and I really

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can’t

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imagine

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what

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you’re

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talking

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about.

His hands are gorgeous why can I not be holding them right now. *sobs*
Yes, I can certainly say I have no idea what this is about at all.

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Bonus shots of the jiggly thing he does when he’s fiddling with his pockets and always seems to misjudge where they are for a second aaah:

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datarsiah replied to your post“Oookay, if this drop-in-every-two-weeks thing is going to become a…”
Gives you ALL the hugs. Real life stuff can be hard and scary. So good for you for getting it done!

Siiiiah. ;A;

*squishes*
Thank yooou. ;x;

Real life stuff is hardly ever fun and I want to trade in doctor visits and making my own phone calls for a TARDIS and a Pokemon journey.
WHY CAN THIS NOT HAPPEN? ;A;

And on top of that, I’m trying to answer an ask I got that requires some gif-making and I am running into a dozen other things I want to gif instead and askjhkjdhfsdf

I never made enough gifs of Robot and Four is so adorable and Siah help me I want to just gif every scene with him in it again and it’s three in the morning.

Oookay, if this drop-in-every-two-weeks thing is going to become a thing, I’m going to file a complaint against myself. B|

But anyway, basically in the past two weeks I’ve talked to my doctor, my lawyer, went to an actual hearing with legal things and everything help me the judge looked like Peter Capaldi and I acted like an idiot when he asked me questions and aaaah, dealt with my step dad getting a broken (kind of) shoulder plus at least one blood clot in his leg and basically struggling with swollen feet while trying to pick up the slack of him being in the hospital.

Also we’re entering month two without running water.
BUT WE’RE ADJUSTING REALLY WELL SO THIS IS OKAY.

SO I HAVE NOT BEEN IDLE.

FOR SOME REASON LIFE IS JUST TRYING TO EAT ME ONCE AGAIN.

BUT.
BUT TONIGHT I AM KIND OF IN THE MOOD FOR DOING THINGS SO I THINK I WILL DIG THROUGH MY INBOX AND ANSWER SOME THINGS AND MAYBE BOTHER SOME PEOPLE I AM NOT SURE.

HOORAY FOR A NIGHT OFF OF DOING THINGS IN THE REAL WORLD.
The real world can be scary at times my gosh aksjhkjdhfdf.

Okay, the past two weeks mayyyy have not gone as smoothly as I wanted them to and the break from Tumblr lasted longer than I thought.

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Stardate: Ow.

Apparently carrying a pack of water and a twenty-five pound bag of cat food at the same time is frowned upon by shoulder muscles.
Also apparently, the resulting pain is something that is best dealt with by an arm sling to keep the shoulder still.

As I lack both a sling and an insurance card at the moment, I’ve had to rely on laying down and trying to find the most comfortable position.

SO.
Basically my laptop requires sitting up and usually resting my weight on my left arm, which is the injured one, and typing is likely to be painful all by itself.
(I’m having to make this post from my cell phone, as it can be used while laying down and sitting back.)

BUT I AM AWARE OF MESSAGES IN MY INBOX.
I PROMISE I AM. ;A;

I’LL ANSWER THEM AS SOON AS I CAN SIT UP COMFORTABLY AND TYPE I PROMISE.

I’M NOT IGNORING ANYONE OR POOFING OR ANYTHING, HONEST.

asklsdasjgk
I’m probably just going to be resting for the next few days but then I should be feeling up to getting on my laptop again and I’ll be able to answer everyone.

SO I WILL BE BACK.
I JUST MUST REGAIN USE OF MY LEFT ARM FIRST.

DON’T WORRY.

If people Don't like your characters because their not straight then they can bugger off! I'm looking forward to reading it. I love diverse characters and I enjoy your writing. Also hi, I've missed you on my dash. And happy Valentines day!

I AM REALLY EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I AM GETTING AN OVERWHELMING AMOUNT OF SUPPORT FOR MY DIVERSE CAST AND I AM SO HAPPY.

DON’T MIND ME I AM JUST SOBBING.

asdghjhdgfsdf

Oh gosh Siaaaah aksjhkjdsf
Thank yoooou. ;A;
Aaah, I hope my writing is going to be able to justice to my characters now akjshkjhdsf
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING IT WRITTEN AND SHARING. ;A;

And eee, happy belated Valentine’s Day back! <3
I always miss being active on here because I miss everyone and akjshjhsdf
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?

If what you're writing is true to the characters and who they are, then that's what's important, and fuck the readers if they try to deny that. Remember that for every reader who mocks the characters for their ethnicity or orientation or whatever, there are going to be lots of other readers--especially young readers--who will breathe a sigh of relief, thinking: "Oh. Oh, that's me. I'm there. I'm represented and acknowledged and real. There are other people like me."

skjdhshkajhd

Aaah, this made me so happy. ;A;
That’s what I want so badly, to have readers who feel like I have characters that are like them.
I just really want to write a story where there’s a group of a dozen friends and every single one of them is different and it’s not the main plot of the whole book and it only comes out in natural conversation and is treated as normal.
I really want that.
And I really, really want to do it in such a way that my characters are true to themselves and will make some people go “I am so happy that character is in there fighting crime just like everyone else.”

And even though I have a couple of people in my novel that don’t accept some of them, I want the readers to see that there are people who are going to be mean, and they’re in the wrong for acting that way.
But then there are always going to be friends that completely accept you.

And basically now I’m going to cry akjhsdfjdf.

Thank you so much oh gosh akjhsdfkjhsdf
*squishes*

sixthoncomingsassystorm:

sappire-charizard:

I know it’s still kind of weird to actually say I’m asexual because it’s sort of going against a lot of what I was raised around, but at the same time it feels like I’ve hit upon the right thing and it’s just

It is really weird and scary at times, even just trying to sort is out.
I still kind of feel like a fish out of water but akjhdkjfh
Orientation of any kind should not be a stressful thing to figure out.

And akjshkjdhsf
Nooo, I wouldn’t do any admiring of me akjhsdf
I completely chickened out when I realized she had trouble even understand asexuality. ;A;
I made a sort of attempt today with my step dad and mom together, but anything with my step dad is destined for failure and touching upon the subject of being asexual resulted in his asking if asexual people fall in love with inanimate objects.
And I was left with too much of a feeling of “why do you hurt me in this way?” to even enter myself into the conversation.

That’s why I don’t discuss this stuff with my family. It’s too weird.

You’ll get them to understand Sappire! Hang in there!

I don’t know why I feel like I want to discuss it with my family.
It’s like, I want to tell them that I’m asexual so they’re aware of this thing about me since everyone assumes (erroneously) that I’m heterosexual, and I guess it’d feel like a sort of weight off my chest to explain I’m heteromantic and asexual.
Heck, even just putting it on my blog last night felt like I had gotten a huge weight off akjhdfjh I FEEL LIKE I AM ME AND IT IS OKAY TO BE ME.
And I guess I want to discuss it with my mom because sometimes we can talk about something really intellectually and compare experiences and stuff.
But it is really weird and I wish it wasn’t.

I know I will eventually! ;A;
I’m just going to have to stick to it and hope they’ll stop making asexual jokes when they realize that they actually hurt me. .A.
And I hope they don’t just think “oh, honey, you’ve never even been in a relationship and you just need to get married and sleep with someone to realize you’re normal like us” because that’s reeeeally not the response I want.

It’s scary discussing any thing to do with sexual things and even romantic orientation.. I still haven’t figured mine completely figured out mine. I admire you for even trying to discuss it with your mother.

I know it’s still kind of weird to actually say I’m asexual because it’s sort of going against a lot of what I was raised around, but at the same time it feels like I’ve hit upon the right thing and it’s just

It is really weird and scary at times, even just trying to sort is out.
I still kind of feel like a fish out of water but akjhdkjfh
Orientation of any kind should not be a stressful thing to figure out.

And akjshkjdhsf
Nooo, I wouldn’t do any admiring of me akjhsdf
I completely chickened out when I realized she had trouble even understand asexuality. ;A;
I made a sort of attempt today with my step dad and mom together, but anything with my step dad is destined for failure and touching upon the subject of being asexual resulted in his asking if asexual people fall in love with inanimate objects.
And I was left with too much of a feeling of “why do you hurt me in this way?” to even enter myself into the conversation.

batsymcchicken:

I’ve been laughing about this off and on all day

I PROMISED MYSELF I&#8217;D REBLOG THIS BEFORE MIDNIGHT AND I AM.

batsymcchicken:

I’ve been laughing about this off and on all day

I PROMISED MYSELF I’D REBLOG THIS BEFORE MIDNIGHT AND I AM.