paperairplanemob replied to your post:
I love that moment when you realize you’ve improved. Good luck with NaNo!

Aaah, thank you. >w<

I’m so excited because I was so, so certain my writing hadn’t improved at all, and I was just writing out a kind of test scene (that takes place years after my story and mainly written to get me used to writing properly again) and I realized my grammar and grasp of sentence structure is a whole lot better, too.

I’m so excited eeee! <3

I just…

I just found one of my old Neopet RP partners on Tumblr.

I used to stay up half the night RPing with them when I was like thirteen or fourteen and they had literally best Neopet characters to RP with (that I found) and two of my pets ended up falling in love with two of hers AND YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND IT WAS THE MOST GLORIOUS THING.

I’d been wondering not too long ago about what they were doing these days, and I wondered if they’d found their way to Tumblr since this just seemed like the sort of place they’d join.

But then I actually found them.

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*shuffles back in*

._.

Um.

I just… want to come back and say that I’m feeling 100% better now and to just really, really thank everyone for the hugs I got from my last post and really, really apologize for dumping on my blog again after a long absence and then taking another one and just

ajkdshfkjhdf

I AM OKAY NOW.
I… I’d reply to the responses I got but now I feel incredibly embarrassed about randomly hitting such a low point and I kind of want to go and hide whenever I see the nice messages.

But I still really want to thank everyone it’s just this random shy feeling because I got so upset over something like that AND I AM REALLY SORRY BUT ALSO REALLY GRATEFUL.

PLEASE ACCEPT REALLY AWKWARD FOUR HUGS BECAUSE OF THIS.

You guys are all awesome aaah. ;x;

Rant ahead; ignore me because I have no other rant outlet at the moment. ;x;
I should be sitting down with the momma cat in the basement but I’m kind of tired today argh.

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linwemithrandir replied to your post
Awww, dear! You are so wonderful and unbelievably sweet and loving to help those kitties! I’ll keep your grandma and mommy (and YOU as always) in my prayers. *HUGS*

I don’t understand why people have to hurt kitties. ;x;
They’re all fluff and love and cuddles and then you find out someone literally ran one over with a tractor and left it to its own devices and I just
I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE LOGIC MISTY IS MAKES ME SO SAD. D:
WHY BE MEAN TO KITTIES?

I was so happy Momma was safe and sound in our basement this past Friday the 13th, though, because she’s all black and I really think some of the people around here would have tried to hurt her and akjhdkfjhdf WHY

BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAYERS. ;x;
*squish*
I always think that if I’m praying about something and someone else is also praying about the same thing than things can only work out for the good in the end. c:

imagineyouricon:

Imagine your icon bursting into your room and singing “Never Gonna Give You Up” to you. And it’s not a joke, they mean it.

*sees someone with the fourth Doctor as their icon*

*growls fiercely and wraps in protective hugs* *protect all asexuals*

It was going to be one hugging picture and it got out of hand I AM SO SORRY.

Well, it’s now apparently official that I rant too much to my mom and step dad.

Whenever my step dad is over and tries to insist that everyone has to be either gay or straight, my mom always says “oh no, don’t let her hear you say that.”

Whenever I start complaining that society has a way of erasing asexuals and aromantics, she now accuses me of being on my soapbox.

On one hand, I’m apparently good at letting people know where I stand.
On the other hand, this is not going to make it any easier telling them that I’m asexual and I’m starting to worry they’re getting irritated with me.

Gah. .A.

whimsicalspecks replied to your post“whimsicalspecks replied to your post“sexy bakervoice” i love you i…”
no NO DON’T PUT YOURSELF DOWN I THE COMIC WAS FANTASTIC AND I’M HAPPY YOU LIKE DRAWING ME AND I’M HAPPY YOU’RE BACK INTO DRAWING AGAIN <3

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JDFHDFG

ARGH NO BUT MY ART IS TERRIBLY RUSTY AND IT MUST BE IMPROVED.
I AM ASHAMED OF MY RUSTINESS.
I SHOULD DO SOMETHING INVOLVING ART PROMPTS SO I CAN FORCE MYSELF TO PRACTICE AGAIN.

BUT AAAH I AM HAPPY YOU LIKED THE COMIC. <3

theriu replied to your post“I’ve been trying hard lately to try and boost my own self-esteem by…”
That’s really cool. =) I went to an internship/ministry down in Texas for a year and one lesson I learned while I was down there is that you should never dismiss a compliment. Sometimes it’s much more humble to just say “Thank you.”

Oh gosh that is really really awesome ajkhsdfjhsdjf.

I’m not sure why it became so ingrained in me that just saying “thank you” was too vain, actually.
When I was reeeeally little, I did thank people for compliments or sometimes just say “I know, isn’t it neat!?”
If I remember correctly, though, accepting compliments with enthusiasm resulted in everyone laughing at me, including the one who had given me the compliment.
In hindsight, I think they were laughing because I was probably cute and just really explosively happy with myself, but to me at the time it felt like they were laughing at me and I was insanely sensitive to being laughed at.

That probably played a part in it. .x.

Put I will continue to work at reversing the mindset! :D
Maybe one day I’ll convince myself that I can be beautiful too. c: