I MIIIIISSED YOU
NO I MISSED YOU MOOOOORE. ;A;
ALEX.
ALEX I WANT TO SQUISH YOU INTO A LITTLE ALEX BALL.
YOU WILL BE PERFECTLY ROUND AND POCKET SIZED.
AND THEN COATED IN RAMONBOWS.
AND I WILL CARRY YOU AROUND IN MY POCKET SO I DON’T MISS YOU SO MUCH. ;A;
Can I have blaziken six toooo?ONLY BECAUSE YOU ARE AWESOME. ;x;
I love this! I love you, lovely Sappire!
Eeeeeee. :D
I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT. ;A;
I’ve never drawn Six’s coat before, and I got as far as just the outline of his collar when I realized it.
SO I WAS REALLY NERVOUS.
BUT YAY YOU LIKE IT.
AND NO NO, I LOVE YOU, LOVELY SHADY. <3
*Squish*
LITERALLY THE FIRST THING I THOUGHT OF WAS
ALEEEEEX. ;A;
*Squishcuddles*
ALEX I HAVE MISSED YOU.
YOU AND YOUR RAMONBOWS AND EXPLOSIONS AND RAMONSPLOSIONS.
*Squish*
Sappire: sixthoncomingsassystorm: Sappire: sixthoncomingsassystorm:…
Sappire: sixthoncomingsassystorm: sappire-charizard: sixthoncomingsassystorm…
…Shhh no! The love! *sobs* so much bad news has come my. Way! Sappire’s loveliness has brightened my night!
Oh, you poor thing. ;A;
*Squish*
I’m so sorry. ;A;
YOU DESERVE SO MUCH LOVE SHADY.
AND I’M NOT SURE HOW I MANAGED TO BRIGHT YOUR NIGHT, BUT I HOPE IT CONTINUES TO BRIGHTEN.
I HOPE YOUR NIGHT KEEPS GETTER BETTER AND BETTER AND FILLED WITH MORE AND MORE LOVELINESS.
BECAUSE BAD NEWS IS TERRIBLE.
AND YOU DESERVE SO MUCH HAPPY NEWS. ;A;
HERE TORSIX WILL TRY TO HELP.
I have a secret love of taking pictures of the land we live on, since we’re surrounded by country (and sandwiched between a horse farm, an apple orchard and a fireworks factory while still being in the middle of nowhere).
And when I walked down the driveway with our dog today, the sky was beautiful so I took my phone to get pictures. <3One day I’ll actually get a good camera.
Sappire: sixthoncomingsassystorm: sappire-charizard: sixthoncomingsassystorm…
Ssaaappiirree. I’m glad you’re better! Lovely Sappire! *squish*askfhskjghsdfdf
I’m glad I’m better too. ;A;
As long as…I love it Sappire! This has made a rough day better! Lovely Sappire!
askjfhsjfhdf
Noooo, you had a rough day? D:
Oh my gosh you poor thing some over here and akajdhskjfvhsvdv
*Squishes*
No- you are the lovely one. ;A;
Lovely Shady!
Lovely Shady that didn’t deserve a rough day! ;A;
*Squishsquish*
*Shuffles*
Ah, um…
I’m not sure exactly sure where to start but uh.
I’m not dead?
*hugs*
I’m just glad you’re recovering. Feel free to keep us updated when you can, even if it isn’t good news. We care about you, and you are allowed to have bad days. (like, a lot of bad days, if that’s the case)
Stay safe and never give up. Things will get better. I believe in you! You’re so strong, and I mean that!
I’m sending Three and Four hugs. Prepare to be the the filling of a Sappire sandwich!
Okay, so I accidentally made a fic to cheer you up.
FELICITY.
FELICITY WHAT DID YOU JUST
I JUST
YOU
FELICITY
AKDHSKHDGDKFHGDFG
EXCUSE ME WHILE I DIE.
AFCKHSDGFHDSGjudgvobhe;bgj /zdegjvpzdgjoz djubhiuozdf;KSFHJGHL. DGDGKDGGHKD
KDGLODFBGJL.FBDKBL.NHL.ORJ KJGO
ALFDJFSDJF YOU LIKED IT
GOOD BECAUSE YOU DESERVE ALL THE HUGS
THREE WILL ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF HIS LITTLE HELPER
THE TARDIS KNEW YOU WERE IN TROUBLE AND BROUGHT HIM TO YOU
HIS HEARTS BROKE INTO TEENY TINY PIECES BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT YOU DON’T DESERVE ANY BAD THINGS
SO I WROTE YOU A THING BECAUSE I NEEDED TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU WOULD BE HAPPY AT LEAST A LITTLE
BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY SO MUCH
YOU DESERVE ALL THE HAPPINESS
ALL
THE
HAPPINESS
I DO NOT DESERVE ALL THE HUGS OR HAPPINESS FELICITY.
BECAUSE YOU DESERVE THEM ALL.
ALL OF THEM.
I AM GOING TO BURY YOU IN HUGS AND SQUISHES AND HAPPY NOW.
;A;
AND OH MY GOSH I AM DYING BECAUSE THE TARDIS
MAYBE IT REMEMBERED WHEN I TRIED TO HELP THREE FIX IT?
OH MY GOSH WHAT IF IT LIKES ME.
FELICITYYYYY
FELICITY NOW I AM GOING TO BE CONVINCED THE TARDIS MIGHT REMEMBER ME AND I JUST
EXCUSE ME WHILE I ROLL AROUND AND DIE.
AFDGSHIDHFGDKHGDHG
I HAVE THIS THING WHERE I JUST REALLY LIKE THE TARDIS ALMOST AS MUCH AS THE DOCTOR AND
ADKHSDFDHGDFGH
FELICITY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH COME OVER HERE.
*Cuddlesquish*
AND YES. YES THAT DID MAKE ME HAPPY.
AND I AM STILL HAPPY REMEMBERING WHEN I READ IT.
AND WHEN I RE-READ IT.
AND I HAVE ALL OF THESE FEELS NOW.
asdfghjkl
Lovely again. ;A;
Where do you people get that I’m lovely? Because I just akjsfkdjgvdgdfg
HOW.
*Squish*
Thank yoooou. ;A;
so glad to see you checking in, but so sorry things have been so awful. Hang in there, let fandom be your release valve and take care of yourself
akjhsdjfhdsfdf
I’m so glad to be able to check in. ;A;
*Squishes*
Things are gradually improving- my mom is getting over a stomach flu, but I think once she’s over that I’ll be pretty much on the road to being normal.
But yes, in the process I may be using the fandom as a release valve.
I may need it while I’m trying to find my emotional footing.
But that which does not kill me makes me stronger, yes? :3
If I can just take this big mess and learn something- glean even one little thing from it- then I’ll feel like it wasn’t just a wasted depressed point in my life. <3
And thank yooou. ;A;
I intend to take care of myself- there were a few days in the past week I basically stopped sleeping and nearly stopped eating, but I’m snapping out of that now. Hopefully I can avoid that mindset in the future. .x.
*Squish*
Ssaaappiirree. I’m glad you’re better! Lovely Sappire! *squish*askfhskjghsdfdf
I’m glad I’m better too. ;A;
As long as I can keep being better for another day or two, I think I’ll be fine. .x.BUT IN THE MEANTIME.
SHADY.
SHADY I AM NOT USED TO BEING CALLED LOVELY AND IF YOU’LL EXCUSE ME I NEED TO BURY MY FACE INTO A PILLOW FOR FOREVER.*Squishes back because aksjhfjsh SHADY*
Lovely Sappire is a lovely person. *squish*
ASGVKHDGVKSGVKJB
Going to sit over here and make dying sounds now. ;A;
*Squish*
Lovely Sappire presents perhaps not so lovely gift:
It’s two AM and I shouldn’t be allowed near my mouse Shady why did you let me do thissss
Ssaaappiirree. I’m glad you’re better! Lovely Sappire! *squish*
askfhskjghsdfdf
I’m glad I’m better too. ;A;
As long as I can keep being better for another day or two, I think I’ll be fine. .x.
BUT IN THE MEANTIME.
SHADY.
SHADY I AM NOT USED TO BEING CALLED LOVELY AND IF YOU’LL EXCUSE ME I NEED TO BURY MY FACE INTO A PILLOW FOR FOREVER.
*Squishes back because aksjhfjsh SHADY*
*Shuffles*
Ah, um…
I’m not sure exactly sure where to start but uh.
I’m not dead?
*hugs*
I’m just glad you’re recovering. Feel free to keep us updated when you can, even if it isn’t good news. We care about you, and you are allowed to have bad days. (like, a lot of bad days, if that’s the case)
Stay safe and never give up. Things will get better. I believe in you! You’re so strong, and I mean that!
I’m sending Three and Four hugs. Prepare to be the the filling of a Sappire sandwich!
Okay, so I accidentally made a fic to cheer you up.
FELICITY.
FELICITY WHAT DID YOU JUST
I JUST
YOU
FELICITY
AKDHSKHDGDKFHGDFG
EXCUSE ME WHILE I DIE.
AFCKHSDGFHDSGjudgvobhe;bgj /zdegjvpzdgjoz djubhiuozdf;KSFHJGHL. DGDGKDGGHKD
KDGLODFBGJL.FBDKBL.NHL.ORJ KJGO
Going to go ahead now and dump some Doctor psychoanalysis here. c:
I warn you that this is long, rambly and coming from someone who’s only a fraction of the way through Tom Baker’s run as the Doctor.Also it was written when I was under a bit of stress, and I tend to ramble more when stressed. Apparently I also break down fictional time lord’s personalities when under stress, but I digress.
Feel free to point out flaws in my logic, though, as I’m still trying to get the Doctors’ characters settled in my mind, and any thoughts are more than welcome.
